Thanks for all the responses.
I dont know what Im gonna do. I dread the thought of trying to search for a decent job again in this field. And I feel like "what's the point?" If I do find one the same thing will probably happen again.
Right now Im just concerned about getting through work this week feeling as bad as I do. Im angry, but I know I shouldn't be. I know I should be careful and probably not let on how bad I feel. So once again, Im gonna be my upbeat, hard working self. Then come home every night take lots of pills (perscription, of course) and collapse.
Believe me, Im not usually a complainer. Im not lazy. The spirit is eager but the flesh is weak. lol
hmmmm Let's see what other careers could I possibly do now?
Weather Girl? They dont put in real long hours.
what about Park Ranger? They just basically ride around all day, right?
I saw on TV where this woman has a job at a dam sitting in a room by herself looking through a little window counting the fish as they go by. I could do that! Although Im pretty sure I would commit harry carey after the first week. lol
I met a guy once who had a job collecting sperm from bulls to artificially insiminate cows.
Wonder if he needs help?
Any way. Thanks again
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