I hear ya Thelonious!!
I just turned 40, starting week 6 of a 13 month culinary program in Quebec
(five nights a week, from 5pm to 10pm or whenever we finish washing up).
Working full time and my present employer has no idea.
Get up at 5:30 am, pack my lunch and dinner, out the door by 7am, at work 7:20 (with no snow or traffic).
Leave work at 4pm, get to school by 4:20 (again, with no snow or traffic).
Switch "mode's" depending on which chef we have as a teacher. Do the labs, listen to the lectures, do the quizzes, do the tests, clean the uniforms, bite my tongue and not kill some of the slackers. Wash the pots, don’t kill slackers, wash the pots, don’t hurt the slackers, wash the pots, it’s okay to fantasize about killing the slackers.
Put up with not going out during the week for a year.
Put up with not having much of a social life for the time being.
My weekends are spent with experimenting in my kitchen, cleaning up the apartment, resting , catching up on my sci-fi shows I've missed and being mesmerized by watching Nigella Lawson. Cook for friends/family, not because they ask me to but because I want to!
Think about working hard for low pay….and of the pay I’ll loose when I quite my job to pursue professional cooking..(ohh....just imagined wacking a slacker with a pot, now I have to wash the pot again)..
Tired by Thursday night, second wind on Friday.
I can’t believe it’s already the 6th week!!!!!
AND I WOULD NOT CHANGE A THING!!!
(except I’ll imagine hitting the slacker with a dirty pot first so I just have to clean it once).
This will be my 3rd career change. No regrets, no looking back, I feel extremely confident in my decisions, life is what you make it, you want it? Then go and get it!!!
Am I ranting??? |