Ok, it looks like a lot of what I have said has been misread. I don't mind clarifying, but if something really doesn't make sense, re-read it and try to put different intonations on words, if something sounds wrong. It is hard to stress certain words online and therefore some things come out the wrong way. What I meant to say is, I expect that more will be available to me upon graduation besides a chef position. I was using the word "just" not in a degrading way, but in a way meaning "solely". I know I do not want to be a chef and I was saying that I expect to be qualified for things other than that. I know I will not be able to handle the hours, the leadership position, etc. and I certainly hope that is not all that I am expected to be able to do when I get out of here.
If anything, this school will be a benefit to myself and to those I cook for. But ideally this school will give me opportunities to get a job to support myself, doing something I enjoy.