Robin-
The Universe is speaking to you. It's time to work for yourself.
After years of Executive Chef positions at Hospitals, Government institutions, and Corporate Cafeterias, I got tired of making other people rich while they treated me like I didn't have a life outside of their needs.
It was VERY painful for a while, as I went from 6 figures to 6 dollars an hour. But, if you have passion for baking and the skills to match, stop wasting your passion on someone else's goals.
For me, it's 12 years later and I've been on a path that I could have never imagined as a chef. I opened my own catering company, which lead to opening a cooking school, then DVDs on the internet, and now online cooking classes.
Be courageous, face the fear and do it anyway. You sound like a very valuable employee that shouldn't be made to jump through hoops to prove your talent. Shame on those people for taking advantage of your free labor.
Perhaps you should teach pastries, or partner with a DJ to offer your wedding cakes to his client list. Maybe there are a list of small, local stores that would pre-order items daily.
"My soul be satisfied with thorns, but gather them in the one garden I call my own." - Edmund Rostand. |