so I've come to the realization that I need to put plans for culinary school on hold. Sitting down and really setting out the costs and what not proved to be a sobering experience. While I can't put a price tag on this kind of education, I also can't cripple myself economically for the next 30 years. The loans that I would need to take out to cover culinary school coupled with loans from my undergrad degree would just be too much.
I'm sure that there are a lot of chefs here that would think this is a good development since culinary school is over-rated.
While I figure out what to do next, I'm going to start with small steps. Call up The Chopping Block (in Chicago) and see if I can volunteer as an assistant during their cooking classes. Since most of their classes are nights and weekends, I ought to be able to fit it in with my current work schedule. And/or re-double my efforts to find a restaurant that will let me stage once night a week.
This is a frustrating process, I'll tell y'all what. I feel a mildly-whiny rant coming on, so forgive me in advance. While growing up, I didn't have the benefit of a father that owned a restaurant. My mother never spent her Sundays cooking huge meals in the kitchen. I didn't start cooking for myself until I was done with college, living on my own and left without other options. So I came into this field late, it sometimes feels like it's beyond my means to get to where I want to be.
You graduate college with hardly a good idea of what to do next and get hamstrung by loans to pay off, and other bills to pay, etc etc. I know - nothing different if I were working as a cook somewhere.
Now, I don't mean to take away from anyone else's achievements. I fully understand that having a chef for a father/mother in no way makes it easier to be one yourself, and that everyone in this industry has worked their a**es off to get to where they are. I guess I just want a chance to work my own a** off, too. My thinking had been that a culinary degree, and the connections made while working towards it, would get me a little further than if I started knocking on kitchen doors around the city on my own.
Anyway, I just had to vent there a little. Like I said, I don't want to disparage anyone who has made it, and how they made it - I think it's awesome, and I just want to make it myself. I was very excited to begin this new path in my life, and the realization that it's financially untenable is dissapointing to say the least.
But it's not an obstacle I can't overcome. Working as a cook doesn't necessarily begin with a school. Cooking is what I want to do, and so I will find another way.